I spent the entire day eating and sleeping. Haha. Baboy. It’s been a while since I’ve done that – last summer was the most recent, I think. Though I was mostly out during those times. I kind of miss being a bum.

Three more weeks of OJT. Hah. I know it’s still long, but it’s actually quite short when you think about it. :D Actually, it’s three and a half because I lack some hours. I’m gonna have to be at work for 9-10 hours the next three weeks so I would be out of work by the time my Green and White pictorial day comes. So by August, I’m more or less free. Yahoo. I’ll save the “after OJT thoughts” next time, when I’m actually done with it. I have a feeling I’ll be learning some last few lessons the next few weeks.

I was cooking pancit canton earlier and I suddenly realized how much I missed my old roommates. I have nothing against my new roommates – like I said before, I think they’re pretty cute. I guess I just kind of miss my first roommates. Especially the old bondings we used to have. Eating KFC bucket meals and getting the glasses. Going to Greenbelt to food trip (mahal na food trip ano). Eating isaw. Balcony bondings. Monopoly. Hello Queen. Uno Stack-o revelations. Roasting marshmallows over boiling water/candle fire. Chowking Halo halo. Midnight 7-11 trips. Aithne’s “monthly” tidbits about her life. Ynna’s late night questions about life. Janine’s random bursts of craziness. Mito being our “adopted” roommate. The carpenters knocking at random times. Those were the days. Somewhere around the third term those things died down(because two of us suddenly had love lives ) but we still made it a point to have quality times with each other. The year ended quite abruptly for us, that we didn’t have time to say goodbye to each other and have the “ceremonial” goodbye. Then we couldn’t afford to stay in the dorm anymore so we went our separate ways. 

I miss my old room. I miss my roommates.  I miss everything about it.

In memory of our good times.  I miss you all!

But I’m okay with my new room.  I still owe them Cello’s Doughnuts (again, haha!) and I am actually liking it when they can’t figure out something (usually about their love lives haha) and then they all turn to me with matching, “Ate, paano kapag…” Haha. Like I have experience. Right. I like ‘em though.

On other news…I’ll be leaving early tomorrow. Haha. I wish there wouldn’t be any rallies tomorrow in Ayala. It sucks having to walk all the way to Glorietta to ride the MRT to school. Ang layo eh.  Oh well. Oh, and speaking of which, I found the Verse of the Day fitting. I think it’s a sign? :D

God bless everyone. :D

Ready and Waiting to Fall
[Mae, The Everglow]

Drowning, just as fast as i can.
But don't throw me a line,
don't reach out your hand.
Cause, I'm on the brink of something beautiful
and I want to sing about it,
but I don't know where to begin.
Write it in a letter,
but the words don't come out right.
Trying to explain how no one can do me like.
You don't understand how helpless I can get
Since the day that we met.
Oh can you feel it yet?

It's never been more perfect being alive
I've never been so satisfied. Oh...

I could feel something different for the first time
Heaven made sense and all the words rhymed.
No chance of stopping now. I'm taking it all.
And now I'm caught in the air, its a good glide.
Pass it up, wouldn't dare what a wild ride.
I remember being ready and waiting to fall
just like I did tonight.

Spinning around and around
Until my left was my right and up became down.
With just one look you knocked me off of my feet.
So unable to speak. Oh how you made me weak.
Though it was a while ago, I still can recall.
That moment so ready, and waiting to fall.
Can you take me back in time
remembering when you captured my heart?
Over and over again.

It's never been more perfect being alive
I've never been so satisfied. Oh...

I could feel something different for the first time
Heaven made sense and all the words rhymed.
No chance of stopping now. I'm taking it all.
And now I'm caught in the air, its a good glide.
Pass it up,wouldn't dare what a wild ride.
I remember being ready and waiting to fall
just like I did tonight.

Ready and waiting to fall...

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I've had this song for so long already, but I'm only starting to appreciate the band lately. Great lyrics, good music. Go go go and try this! :D

Whisper to Me
Warren Barfield

I  lay down
And I close my eyes
But I won't go to sleep tonight
There's too much on my mind
Holy God
You seem to be twice as far away from me
Than you have ever been before

Hold me safely in Your arms
And clear my crowded mind
And whisper words of peace
In the dark
Whisper to me
Oh, whisper

I'm afraid but they don't know it
I feel so weak
But I can't show it
So here I lay
Crying out with tears

Hold me gently in Your arms
And calm my beating heart
And whisper words of hope
In the dark
Whisper to me
Oh, whisper

Whisper
Make the day sleep
Make the noise cease
And give me peace
Whisper to me
How I need to hear You whisper
Whisper to me
Oh, Whisper

Hold me gently in Your arms
And calm my beating heart
And whisper words of hope
In the dark
Whisper to me
Words of hope
Words of peace
Whisper to me

What If
[Jadon Lavik, Moving on Faith]

What if I climbed that mountain
What if I swam to that shore
What if every battle was victorious then would you love me more?
Would you love me more?

What if I were everybody’s first choice
What if I went farther than before
What if I stood high above the rest then would you love me more?
Would you love me more?

Chorus:
You say I belong to You apart from the things I do
You say I belong to You I’m in awe of why You do
Why You do, why You do
I’m in awe of You, ooh

What if I ignored the hand that fed me
What if I forgot to confess
What if I stumbled down that mountain then would you love me less?
Lord would You love me less

What if I were everyone’s last choice
What if I mixed in with the rest
What if I failed what I passed before
then would you love me less Lord would you
would you love me less, oh no oh no oh no

Chorus:

What have I done to deserve Your son sent to die for me?
What can I give I want to live give me eyes to see
In a world that keeps changin’ there’s one thing that I know is true
Your love is stayin’ there’s nothing else I’ll hold onto

Chorus: (2x)

The way You love me, the way You do
The way You do, the way You love me, You love me, You love me
The way You do, the way You do, the way You love me
The way You love, You love, You love

More
[Matthew West, Festival Con Dios, Volume 3]

Take a look at the mountains
Stretching a mile high
Take a look at the ocean
Far as your eye can see
And think of Me

Take a look at the desert
Do you feel like a grain of sand?
I am with you wherever
Where you go is where I am
And I'm always thinking of you

Take a look around you
I'm spelling it out one by one

(Chorus)
I love you more than the sun
And the stars that I taught how to shine
You are mine, and you shine for me too
I love you yesterday and today
And tomorrow, I'll say it again and again
I love you more

Just a face in the city
Just a tear on a crowded street
But you are one in a million
And you belong to Me
And I want you to know
That I'm not letting go
Even when you come undone

Shine for Me
Shine for Me
Shine on, shine on
Shine for Me

Than the sun and the stars that
I taught how to shine
You are mine, and you shine for me too
I love you, yesterday and today
Through the joy and the pain
I'll say it again and again
I love you more I love you more

And I see you
And I made you
And I love you more than you can imagine
More than you can fathom
I love you more than the sun
And you shine for me

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Imagine someone singing this to you...every day of your life. :D Actually, no, DON'T imagine, because it's being sung to you EVERYDAY already. Just listen.